Miss

It has to be when there's a decision, that he is no longer near. Must say... I miss him.

One heart, two man.

He called, I wished he didn't. 

He cared, I wished he hasn't. 

He loved, I wished it wasn't true. 

He insisted, I wished I had the strength. 

Can't look into his eyes, I'll kiss him.

Can't be too close, I'll hug him. 

Can't commit myself, I'll let him down. 

Can't make myself talk, I'll contradict myself. 

One heart, two man. 

Won't do, I know. 

It hurts, it suffocates. 

Why? I don't know. 

Wished there were only one, it'll be easy. 

A do or a won't, just that and that's it. 

Now there comes two, Prince Charming of their own. 

One heart just won't do, confused and conflicting.

What do you do ?

... When you like a person so much you're confused
... When there's chemistry but no commitment
... When you miss him but not being able to say it
... When you want to hold him in public but couldn't
... When you don't know what you want at all

Stress reduction kit

I so need this ~ !!!